God Bless

Today I just feel bad… I call home,my mom pick up the phone, and tell me a bad news… it just a terrible news I hate to know. The god say “every good guy deserve a good return”. but the truth is not… I hope everything is going fine.

all I worry about is going alive…. I hope I can do something, I hope I can help, I hope I can go home right now. But I can’t… and I can do nothing for them. This monment the only thing I can do is blessing…. for them, for elder my brother, for  my niece, for my elder brother's wife.

I hate myself so badly. I have no money to do anything ,to help them.

I just pray…..

» Written by Ender | 2009-11-29 10:41:00 |